My first pregnancy was planned and I was scared to pieces of the unknown. My piece of heaven came out of that one.
My second pregnancy was a surprise in which I cried and cried and cried because I was so tired. Not having any help at all because my husband suffered a car accident and needed me to take care of him, not having anyone to help me was just awful. I have an angel face it off that one.
This one… What is up with birth control failing me? I still don’t know how I feel yet. I am so sick right now with naucea… I really wanted to be done with having kids.
I just get unusually sick. As time goes on, the nausea debilitates me, I can’t read, write, drive, sometimes I can’t even walk without it causing me to throw up to the point of dehydration.
With my hips popping out of place and my tailbone, I end up falling a lot. I also have issues with my pelvis healing after childbirth.
So, what am I thinking about doing? I have been thinking about this all day yesterday since I saw the double lines on the pregnancy stick.
I am going to eat as clean as I possibly can. And drink as much water as I possibly can.
I am going to try to keep up with my yoga. Hopefully, it will help with my hips and tailbone.
I want to keep up with Zumba. I don’t want any more stretch marks.
The boys are going to their bed. I need all of the sleep I can get.
At last, I will keep a positive mind that I will be okay.
Now, my momma in law just made me coffee which I cannot drink. Since no one knows about this baby yet because I want to come out of shock first, I don’t know how I’m going to dodge the coffee. Wish me luck friends.
Great Day, Sweet Dreams, Lot’s of Love,