My hub, has been taking overtime, I think he is getting anxious about affording a new baby. Sigh…I was really ready to go back to work, but I guess that’s not happening with my falling asleep while standing. I have been really anxious myself, but I don’t know truly what is going through my brain, if I did, I would definitely be writing more posts.
We are keeping busy and I have thought over and over about calling my mom, but I just am not there…I told my friend at a party yesterday, but she is the best secret keeper ever! She was super excited, I love her…
I took the boys to the zoo today and later the bookstore, but I can’t say I remember much…I’m just so not in the moment, I’m off in sleepy land. Also in worry land…am I going to be a good mother of three? I’m having a hard time believing I’m good with two. I know my boys are sweet, respectful, considerate and just lovely, but i know I can do better. I mean, I get to stay home.
My house is a mess again, after all of this packing and unpacking and being out of the house, I have not caught up, which hopefully, since we are staying home, I will be able to clean up and get rid of some more stuff.
That is it for now.
Sweet Dreams, Great Day, Lots of Love,